i sit on a floor and write about stuff

Today i break my laziness ass and throw the hell out any fear that cross my mind to start write in this app. I want to have schedule and a list of topic for making this consistent. Maybe i try once in a month but not really have to be in the same day because i don’t want this become my new responsibility, nope. I have enough of that.

Soo, writing…

Writing always be my struggle to express what i think and feel, but in the other side i really like writing. It is sounds little complicated, i know.

Usually people use their social media to do that, like simple tweet or maybe post a picture, but i’m not really have that big confident with social media. I do post sometime but mostly about movie/tv-series that i watch. Couple times i need probably 15 minutes more/less just to think what i’m gonna write, even it’s just a simple reply on twitter. I need different app to deal with my anxiety to write about stuff and Medium maybe can be a good start.

Everyday people learn something new,the world is spinning faster than before. For the example, my granny it’s a farmer living in small village West Sumatra, she doesn’t know about internet, about how powerful and shitty that thing is. I have that privilege now and i’m not gonna sit all day and watch some youtuber do their shit content or following to much drama in internet.

I wanna improve myself, and there is so many subject that i’m concern to be better. When u have so many thing in your head, something need to go, and the ‘go’ i mean is — make it happen. Anyway english is my second language, by doing this i do two things in one time to explore, tapi ga akan selalu sih, pusing juga kalo harus bolak balik google translate terus.

Motivasi kenapa mau nyoba menulis hal-hal panjang gini, datengnya dari film dan beberapa buku yang dikonsumsi, ngeliat hasil kreatif orang-orang yg nulis script dan buku, ngebuat gw penasaran sesulit apa sih menulis. Menuangkan kata-kata yg emang udah sering ada dikepala pasti ga sesulit yg dibayangkan. Tapi dengan sifat meremehkan itu malah ngebuat gw molor terus untuk mulai.

Kalo didalem kepala sendiri emang kita suka merasa paling bisa. Jadi biar ga ngerasa paling bisa ya harus dicoba, harus mau gagal, harus terima kritik, harus bisa introspeksi, yg penting harus tetep dicoba. Eh tapi harus tau kapan berenti juga, loh kenapa udah kepikiran ngomong berenti padahal baru satu judul, sialan.

Gw mau nyoba nulis disini dengan semudah-mudah yg gw bisa, ga banyak revisinya karena nanti sama aja kaya kerjaan, ga harus berkali kali gw baca juga karena takut ada yg tersinggung, damn it kaya ada yg baca aja. Gw buat peringatan aja deh ya. Yailah masih mikir ada juga yg mau baca lol.

This is suppose to be the last paragraph and i don’t know how to end. Before i end up reading all of this for a hundred times already, i just wanna say if you made this far, i’m very thankfull. Hope u enjoy it and if you not — i don’t really that care soo.. I’m kidding pls don’t go. Have a nice day everyone.

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